Hi its been past a few day since navy open house ended i would just say it was a disspointment on the last day. Even my friend who know it say he expected more from you good friend. Well im never really a negative guy so i will end this topic as the title :) ok gonna share is what i read on the forum the title was call Road accident encounter. Im a guy who dont like to read a lot of stuff cause it make me feel sleepy to my surprise. I was not like the title say road accident encounter and it was not just that its with some other stuff as well like sex? But written down in words. Ermmm maybe ppl who read this think im a sex freak or maybe masturbate a lot? Im not :) im a person who like wastern culture a lot and love how the western approach ppl and talk. It make me amazed how open they are unlike singaporean. Talking this topic to girls who give them a look at u saying 'he is such a pervert' Even when i talk to malaysian girl it was not that bad lol. Singapore womens are consertive? I dont think so. You guys can find out the answer yourself. Well what i wanna talk about from that topic was real and there is some pic to prove it. Not the sex part of course. The main point i wanna talk about is how this guy met this married women who has a daughter through car accident as topic. This story was really interesting and it took me from 12.30 am to read to 1.30 which i took one hour and others took like 2-3. This guy basically was driving normally at ecp when he heard some weird sound so he look behind. Basically there was a accident. Duh? *insert blank face* and this guy(victim) who helped this women to solve the problem and even send her home and of course her num. oh btw this women husband(hb) short form was a guy who keep scolding her when the accident happen. So it somehow gave a rough idea of whats gonna happen. Ermmmmm its hard u guys to think what i will be thinking as well unless ur a scorpio :) no jokes bt its the truth we scorpio really do have a link when we think. trust me we know a lot of stuff :) age does not matter to us mostly. So this guy was spending quite sometime with the lady and one day she got slapped by her hb and this guy went to pick her up and comfort her. Ok my point of view this guy was a awesome guy, i would love to have him as a friend. If i was a women i sure like him.. But sitll i keep wondering sure or not this guy no girl want. Then i thought to myself ha of course singapore is like this expect the unexpected! so to continue the story this guy was a very nice guy who helped this lady a lot by comforting her, treating her nicely ,lending her a shoulder. It was when this one day they were normally going eat for ur info the lady have not divorce yet. So this lady said to this guy : You are a very nice guy and i just have this question for you. The guy hesitate and say sure. The lady asked the question:"Do you have feelings for me?" The guy replied: Yes i do. The women said : Me too, i feel very secure being with you and i feel comfortable being you. So i guess some of you guys will be think this girl is cheap,fucked up and slutty. For me my thought is nice, i like ppl who go with this decision even they are married. For me i always believe im in control of my happiness if my partner cant give me my happiness, freedom then fuck off. Ok let continue this guy replied and say i believe im doing the wrong thing bt i dont wish to cause any trouble. The lady replied and say i also dont wan you to feel that im a cheap women that is desperate and pathetic. when i saw this comment i was like dang she is a nice person. I got my ways to find out what kind of ppl you are by see ur posture your talking style and your brain. Yes it was just a sentence but it was enough for me to know how this lady was as a person. As expected she was a good housewife with a bad husband who lost her freedom and rights. I will fast forward the story. This guy was a good person who was good to this lady bring her and her daughter to genting, treat her nicely and really good for that kind of age. They tend to kiss and hug and hold hand whenever they go out, Btw this women found out that her hb was cheating on her and want a divorce. In my mind was like yes this is a right choice go with ur heart :) and now she got her divorce already but the thread i read end there. So i was a bit disspointing and hoping that this guy and this women would be together anw she had a daughter i mention. So my last ending question for you guys would be. If you were this guys what would you do if u love this lady and she has a daughter and she have not divorce yet. Be aware your friends, your family member reaction to it and consider those ego and pride thing. I will end this with my answer. YES! For me i dont give a fuck shit about how i do in my life and whatever they say let them say. U know why? because your making a decision in your life not their fucking life. The fuck is pride and ego?! why ppl always have this shit in them. I would sacrafice what i have today to be with this women and her daughter. And of course have a basic income to have this family. I really love this kind of thing. I believe in true love a lot. And i hope i will meet mine if not i will remain single forever which i prefered :) but wanna have a adopted child :) I love babies :D alright i will end this blog post as its 6am in the morning have to prepare to go to camp having duty today so goodluck to me for not having a sleep. And for the rest of you out there. Good day! :)


As the topic text of the day. Im just now really happy and satisfied :) this is the text i been waiting for and the chat that i always wanted :) Im just in my world now feeling very happy. I know its sound so wrong and its wrong to even have this feeling but i cant stop it. I guess this is what ppl call seeing this person doing well and being happy will make you even more happy. I dunno when it come to you when i talk about with my friend this feeling of happy will just pop out i cant stop myself to smile and to *sigh* that i did not cherish it. For today i guess its one of the happiest day in my life with simple stuff. That what i wanted in my life. Simple and happy :) be satisfied with what you have and dont ask for more. This is the chat that i been waiting for. The looking forward and everything. I just scared that one day when i lost the chance to even talk to you, i guess my life will be black and white. Yeah im sorry :( I would just want to have the chance to be a btr friend for you that all


Its navy open house next week. Of all everything i just looking forward to one thing which is to see my long good friend that i haven been in contact for a while. Sometimes i would just think about it and i will feel foolish to think that we still can be good friends like last time. but i know its impossible. Things are so different from last time when we get to chat with one another everyday or sometime just talk on the phone. I dunno why i am still looking forward to seeing you my good friend but i guess i cant forget our friendship that we used to have. For now im just waiting for you to reply to my fb. Cause its either twitter or facebook that we can contact. Im scared to even ask you to contact me by phone. Maybe it was because of the past experience that ppl said about me during those time. It did hit my senses for a while to think that whether i was doing the right thing or not. Sometimes i would just stare blankly in the train thinking about this friendship. It will just kill my mood instanly but i know it wont change anything. The past is forever the past. I cant change the past but only the coming future. Im just trying slowly to contact you hoping one day i could chat with you the old days. Maybe it just dumb of me to think of that and to even think that you actually remember me. Frienship are always impt to me i dunno whether could i mantain this friendship or sooner or later it will fade away. Whatever the outcome is i guess i have to accept it and move on. I will really wished to say im happy that i once your good friend and sorry for not being your good friend anymore. And lastly i really hope to see you during the navy open even a hi. I believe im satisfied enough, i might drop my tears that day as now im about to.