I like to see this office lady in tuas. Cause all the time when i see her she is wearing dress :) She is definetly older than me by a lot. But if there is a chance i hope i could know her as a friend. Really always a good morning when i see her :) oh well for girls who always wear dress will always get my attention a lot. Ah yeah its not really impt. But for me i prefer girls who always wear dress than short. Maybe its a fetish for me to be like this. But i cant help but when to look at girl who wear dress :)


Well i really dont wish to think about it. But somehow it came back to me again and makes me think about it agn and this time its with this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpZLMdZJ1jY. I dunno whether its still ur fav song or what. But ppl do change here and now. Even it is not what can i do? Even it is what can i do? Nothing will be the answer for this. I really love this song a lot thanks to you. But i just hate to think that we are not even close friends anymore. I know its not ur fault and thing will happen like this. Ever since i left gv and you also left. I guess it was meant to be like this. Once a job ends, everything mostly end down there. I missed the past a lot esp times with you my old best friend. I wish i have to courage to text you but here am i with my fear. And i just think that its better not to do so. As i dont want the same thing to happen again just like the past. I hope your doing good and do take care. Sincerly me


Hi :) currently on duty and i cant fall asleep. Well im just feel like writting something about girlfriend. Im really not expecting much from the girl i love. I dont really need you to be very pretty. I just like girls who wear dresses, if they tie their hair it will be ponytail and i dont like girl who makeup a lot. Yeah i know girls wanna look good on themseleve but for me it does not matter at all. I like to hold my girlfriend hand a lot, cause i feel secure when i do that. Unlike my exgirlfriend, holding her hand does not last long and because of that she always dissapear out of nowhere. Truth is i hate the relationship i had with her. I do feel happy when im with her and comfortable. But when things happen most of the times im the one who is giving in to her. But what does she do? She will always remember the bad times but not those good times. I pay for her bills, lend her money when she does not have money. And what does she say i dont remember borrowing so much. Im not a money minded person but if i really did lend you those money, and yes i did. And u know what i said about u saying to your friends about how bad im as a person. U know what? those were those most nasty shit i heard and even worse than my friend and futhermore you were my girlfriend. God damn all those good things are like nvr happen be4. Onli those negative stuff were always there. And fyi i did not talk about you in front of my friend. I lied to you because it really shows that you change and you do not know me like how you do last time. To my future girlfriend, i really dont ask for much. If can we shall see


Well life these few days has been great. Just a little tight on this month that i have range,ippt and amb course. Good things is im going to amb course on the 19-21 and it will be awesome as i get to sleep at medical center and its super shiok to sleep there. Cant wait to be a amb driver and sleep down there. Feel like sleeping in a hotel and now i know why my friends like to become amb driver. Other than that im a cat b driver and i get to drive back alone most of the time now. Feel good although its kinda bored without someone to talk to but its feel more peaceful. And 6 more months to finish this army shit. Really hate it and after i ord i have to my lifestyle again. it sucks that way. For now that all im gonna say. Goodnight