Its navy open house next week. Of all everything i just looking forward to one thing which is to see my long good friend that i haven been in contact for a while. Sometimes i would just think about it and i will feel foolish to think that we still can be good friends like last time. but i know its impossible. Things are so different from last time when we get to chat with one another everyday or sometime just talk on the phone. I dunno why i am still looking forward to seeing you my good friend but i guess i cant forget our friendship that we used to have. For now im just waiting for you to reply to my fb. Cause its either twitter or facebook that we can contact. Im scared to even ask you to contact me by phone. Maybe it was because of the past experience that ppl said about me during those time. It did hit my senses for a while to think that whether i was doing the right thing or not. Sometimes i would just stare blankly in the train thinking about this friendship. It will just kill my mood instanly but i know it wont change anything. The past is forever the past. I cant change the past but only the coming future. Im just trying slowly to contact you hoping one day i could chat with you the old days. Maybe it just dumb of me to think of that and to even think that you actually remember me. Frienship are always impt to me i dunno whether could i mantain this friendship or sooner or later it will fade away. Whatever the outcome is i guess i have to accept it and move on. I will really wished to say im happy that i once your good friend and sorry for not being your good friend anymore. And lastly i really hope to see you during the navy open even a hi. I believe im satisfied enough, i might drop my tears that day as now im about to.