Hi :) currently on duty and i cant fall asleep. Well im just feel like writting something about girlfriend. Im really not expecting much from the girl i love. I dont really need you to be very pretty. I just like girls who wear dresses, if they tie their hair it will be ponytail and i dont like girl who makeup a lot. Yeah i know girls wanna look good on themseleve but for me it does not matter at all. I like to hold my girlfriend hand a lot, cause i feel secure when i do that. Unlike my exgirlfriend, holding her hand does not last long and because of that she always dissapear out of nowhere. Truth is i hate the relationship i had with her. I do feel happy when im with her and comfortable. But when things happen most of the times im the one who is giving in to her. But what does she do? She will always remember the bad times but not those good times. I pay for her bills, lend her money when she does not have money. And what does she say i dont remember borrowing so much. Im not a money minded person but if i really did lend you those money, and yes i did. And u know what i said about u saying to your friends about how bad im as a person. U know what? those were those most nasty shit i heard and even worse than my friend and futhermore you were my girlfriend. God damn all those good things are like nvr happen be4. Onli those negative stuff were always there. And fyi i did not talk about you in front of my friend. I lied to you because it really shows that you change and you do not know me like how you do last time. To my future girlfriend, i really dont ask for much. If can we shall see